i'm soap and i have been alive for 22 years.

my favorite color is orange, so is my favorite fruit. i brush my teeth after every meal. never broken a bone. i sleep on my back with no pillow. never seen a snake outside of a zoo. my dream is to go deep sea diving one day. i feel the most like myself when i'm dancing alone in my room.

professional dreamer, imaginary friend collector, animal appreciator, round-the-clock music listener, semi-enthusiastic movie watcher, fast walker, forever blogger. i like to think i'm a nice person.

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below is a list of some things that i like:
i like boys.
i like girls.
i like herbal tea.
i like thursdays.
i like being alive.
i like big trees.
i like easy video games.
i like clicky pens.
i like sleeping.
i like drinking water.
i like old webpages.
i like cute things.
i like people that stand out.
i like spiral notebooks.
i like loud music.
i like strong coffee.
i like aimless walking.
i like pages that open in seperate windows.

i hope that information was enough for you to get an idea of the type of person i am. if not, further details are hidden everywhere for you to discover if you really want to.

*skips away*

i started building this website in april 2025, and i plan to keep it running for the foreseeable future.

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this is not the first website i've built, i had another one that i built from the ground up on neocities just like this one in april 2022 but i ended up deleting it around january 2024.

i'll sum up my reasons for doing that in three words: oversharing, paranoia, resentment. i had this uncomfortable feeling about it that grew and grew until i just had to get rid of it all.

but! this is a fresh start. i will try my best so this one doesn't meet the same fate.

other than that, i don't have much to say about it. you can look around and discover the contents of this website yourself.